We're getting close, to something better left unknown.

Recently, I've been so happy. I feel like things are going to get better soon, hopefully. I really hope they do. If they do, then everything will be perfect, well my definition of perfect. I'll have someone who cares about me, and the fighting will stop, I'll be able to go to my friends' houses more often, and everyone will just be better off.

I'm kinda excited. I'm hoping for the best. I honestly think that this will be something worth looking forward too; all the happy times that are to come. (:  If not then, this will be something for me, to learn from.

I really, hope that this works. I want it too soooooo badddd. He's amazing, and being able to stay at home, without having to worry all the time will be great, too.

Better late then never, right love?

 Okayy, so this should have been posted alllllll the way back in the beginning of November. Silly me, never got around to doing it.

Below, are some links that I feel are necessary in mine and Kara's game development. They are very resourceful.

This one is a map of the United States. We are going to use it as a reference to our map in the game(:

http://www.ginandtacos.com/forums/united-states-map.jpg

 This nest link has poverty levels in the Unites States.

http://www.statemaster.com/graph/eco_per_bel_pov_lev-economy-percent-below-poverty-level

This is the only other link that I have, It talks about poverty.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Poverty

These are really cool! I kinda want one, don't you?

It's been a while darling, I've misssed you.

It has been awhile since I last posted anything. I don't feel well, I'm tired, and everything is being torn apart piece by piece. When I feel like one thing actually goes the way I want it too, something else happens and makes everything worse than what it was before. At times, I feel like the ground is torn away from my feet, and replaced by water.  For most that might not a horrible thing, but for me, it is. I can't swim.  So at times, I feel like I'm drowning.

Don't get me wrong, not everything is bad. Things are so much better when I'm at school. I get to see my friends, I have people I can talk to, and I get out the house. Some of my friends say that they understand, I want to believe them, but something inside keeps me from doing so. I don't know why, and it makes me feel like a lousy friends for not trusting them. After everything I went through over the summer, I don't really trust anyone. There are only 4 people that I consider my BEST FRIENDS. I love them, and I would do anything for them. I can tell them anything, and know that they wont judge me, or baby me; when I tell them something's wrong. They either tell me thier opinion or just make me feel better.

Whenever I feel like drowing, they are my life perservers. And for that, I thank them . <3